I havent been here in a while but some of you might remember me... i'm 27 and my husband and i have lost four babies ... i am overweight.. size 26 28 270 pounds and i have pcos... I wanted to die... i felt like i was being punished... my husband and i seperated because of all of this and it was just over... becoming a mommy.. my marriage.. all of it... anyway we went to counceling and we got throught it... it takes a tole on you as i'm sure all of you know...

I just wanted to let you guys know that my dr put me on glucophase.. dont remember how many mils for about 6 months and then we started clomid for the second round at 100mg... i charted my periods and my cervical fluid... by the second month i was pregnant... my marriage is better than ever and today i'm 20 weeks pregnant.... it hasn't been easy i had a bleed and had to go on bedrest.. i have round ligament pain and feel like i have an open wound inside my belly lol... and i was nausious so bad it was awful... but i can not tell you how much this baby means to us... we are only half way there but i hope and pray that we make it the last 20weeks...

Just wanted to tell you guys.. that there is always light at the end of the tunnel... take a break at trying... work on you and your marriage if its getting to much... and go back to it... it'll happen... just dont loose faith.. miracles happen everyday.. mine has a little head squirming around on my right side right now.... best of luck you guys..
you are all in my prayers.....

I am so excited for you! This definitely gives me hope and I'm so glad that your marriage is working. Sometimes I get so involved and so worked up at the fact that I can't get pregnant, that it does leave a strain on my marriage. I will be fine the first part of the month, and then when it comes time for that BFN I get worked up and upset and sometimes I do take it out on my husband. You are absolutely right about taking a break and working on your marriage. I think that if I did relieve some of my stress and tension, that maybe it would be easier for myself as well to become pregnant. Thank you so much for sharing your story, and I hope everything goes well for the rest of your pregnancy! Avery

thank you sweetie and everything seems to be going great with this little one... and yes i think taking a break is wonderful... get some air... go away together... just enjoy eachother... less stress is much more likely to get pregnant..

good luck sweetie!!!