Sapphire
05-16-2006, 11:10 AM
Hey Ya'll!!!
Remember me??? LOL. My goodness Darlin, it's been FOREVER since my last gaw huh!! Well don't worry I'll tell ya what's been going on.
So never got to start the clomid!! Which was like Horrible in my book Darlin because I was like sooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited about it. Truly I was.
My husbands went in the hospital on April 2 and came home on May 5th. Since then he's still been back to the hospital a few times during the day. *sighs* Just feels like he's so sick he's never home anymore. And he went to the Dr's yesterday has to go back thursday to see if they are going to put him back in the hospital again.
So Darlin i'm like- UGH!! I give up. Then i shared my thoughts feelings with some of our good friends cause I swear I felt like my brain was gonna explode or something and one of them was like "You couldn't produce a healthy baby right now if you tried, you're to sick from stress!!!"
And I'm like well Darlin who the hell do you think you are!!! Come closer Darlin and I'll show you STRESS.
I mean I feel that that was like sooo mean. Another one of my younger cousins had her baby just Friday gone. AND you know the crazy cousin I told ya'll about who had her baby in January and didn't want it. Well Darlin she's pregnant AGAIN.
I told my husband, I was like well Hon, I mean maybe God doesn't care. Maybe it doesn't matter at all to Him who gets to have babies and who doesn't. Not that he knows what it's like not to have children...I mean he has trillions upon billions of children so....
So-i'm totally like, whatever Darlin- I give up on trying. Someone on Ebay can buy all of the things I brought. I'm just done. I don't want any of it in my house. I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo done.
BUT I still want to know if any of ya'll get pregnant kay Darlin!! :)
Remember me??? LOL. My goodness Darlin, it's been FOREVER since my last gaw huh!! Well don't worry I'll tell ya what's been going on.
So never got to start the clomid!! Which was like Horrible in my book Darlin because I was like sooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited about it. Truly I was.
My husbands went in the hospital on April 2 and came home on May 5th. Since then he's still been back to the hospital a few times during the day. *sighs* Just feels like he's so sick he's never home anymore. And he went to the Dr's yesterday has to go back thursday to see if they are going to put him back in the hospital again.
So Darlin i'm like- UGH!! I give up. Then i shared my thoughts feelings with some of our good friends cause I swear I felt like my brain was gonna explode or something and one of them was like "You couldn't produce a healthy baby right now if you tried, you're to sick from stress!!!"
And I'm like well Darlin who the hell do you think you are!!! Come closer Darlin and I'll show you STRESS.
I mean I feel that that was like sooo mean. Another one of my younger cousins had her baby just Friday gone. AND you know the crazy cousin I told ya'll about who had her baby in January and didn't want it. Well Darlin she's pregnant AGAIN.
I told my husband, I was like well Hon, I mean maybe God doesn't care. Maybe it doesn't matter at all to Him who gets to have babies and who doesn't. Not that he knows what it's like not to have children...I mean he has trillions upon billions of children so....
So-i'm totally like, whatever Darlin- I give up on trying. Someone on Ebay can buy all of the things I brought. I'm just done. I don't want any of it in my house. I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo done.
BUT I still want to know if any of ya'll get pregnant kay Darlin!! :)